I'm not very good at this...

So, I realized that I pretty much suck at this Blogging thing. Yup I should of never made a page. Lol. But since I already did, I guess I will type something.
I am in the middle of my first semester back at college. Everything is going great, so far. My classes are easy but can be challenging at times. A good balance all in all. If I am not held up on a Friday night doing Algebra, I am writing yet another essay! As much as I love to write, writing about something you do not like is still hard.
Speaking of writing, my story is coming along very nice if I say so myself. I am currently at around forty-six thousand words but there is still a few twist coming. It is taking way longer than I expected it to take to type it all. Mainly because I do not force it. If I sit down and nothing comes out, then I don't make it. I like to type when the characters want to come through, even if that is 3am. Which happens a lot!
I did not start typing this story to make a book or to publish it. Neither were any intentions of mine, but with a little encouragement from my husband he has the idea swirling around in my head. Which in turn has made me go back and adding stuff here and editing this.
There has been plenty of halts in my writing, simply because I did not like where it was going, or something just wasn't right. So, I would always stop, put the computer away, take a step back and come back later with a fresh mind.
My husband has been one amazing person throughout my journey of writing this story. We go on random all hour of the night drives. Normally just driving back roads. He is always quiet, leaving me to talk his ear off. I eventually got brave enough to tell it all to him. I am glad I did because now I can ask what do you think of this or yay I wrote three thousand words today! Just having someone to talk to about it is great. Otherwise I think my head would explode with all my ideas.
I am hoping to get plenty of writing time in this next weekend. We are going to a secluded cabin by a lake a couple hours away from where we live. Relaxation! I am going to take the serene to my advantage. Just me and my characters!
Even though my blog is not that big of a success I still think I owe y'all a little peak of one of my passions, one of the reasons I made this blog! Ready?


UNEDITED (STORY)

 

He pulls back both of us breathing hard, “We better stop.”

Between breaths I say, “Don’t stop.”

He blows a deep breath out and leans his forehead onto mine, “As bad as I want to, I want you to be ready.”

            I believe I would know when I am ready. “I am. I want this…with you.”

           “I know, I just think it is too soon baby.” He states as he runs his hand down the side of my face.

             I am full on pouting now. Which makes him laugh, “But that doesn’t mean we can’t do...other things…” he trails off as he starts kissing me making his way down my neck, to my chest...
 

It's Been A While...

So...I feel Pretty horrible, not only because I haven't been on here in a long time but because I really do feel horrible. I've been sick for over a week now and with other stuff going on my life has been quite a riot. Also don't hold me against anything I might say in this post as I am pretty doped up on come cold medicine!
With that being said I guess I could start typing, but hmm what shall I type about this time?  The only thing I have been doing a lot of while the holidays and me being sick has been going on is reading. While my amazing husband is gone for seven days across the state to work I usually spend my time reading, taking care of our two dogs (Bear&Oscar), clean our to big of a house for two people, and home school my sister.
I don't believe that I read one whole book through out my high school and I might have read one whole book in junior high. If you were to of asked me then I thought there was more important things to do then to read, but now you couldn't take my books away if you tried. They help me escape reality for a little while anyways. I am a sucker for a good story and a story with a hot tattooed bad ass makes it even more irresistible. Of course it started with me reading Twilight, yea yea I know what you are thinking to cliche. Well I'm fixing to make it worse, then I read Fifty Shades of Grey. Yup I told you! But I totally feel in love with both series and I have them to thank for all the awesome books I have read since. Now I feel as if I can't go a week hell not even two days without reading a book.
Last year I read from June to December a little over sixty books, so I decided to set myself a goal for 2013. I thought doubling the amount would be fair giving I have the whole year to do it. So it thirteen days into the new year and I am two books ahead of schedule. I am starting to believe I don't have a life. I have so many books on my to read list that I am having trouble picking my next book right now.LOL. I love almost every romance novel there is, but I am a little picky. I enjoy reading everything from YA to Erotic novels and series. Pretty wide variety there I know but make it contemporary and I'll probably still fall in love with it. 
Even though I would like to say that reading is all I did this past month sadly it isn't. As I mentioned before we have two dogs. Okay let me rephrase that, I have a Chocolate Lab named Bear and my husband has a Miniature Schnauzer  named Oscar. My husbands dog totally despises me I swear, he likes to make my life a living hell. But while my husband is gone to work they are both my responsibility so.
They do help make this house that we bought feel more like home though. We bought our house in July of 2011. A three bedroom two bath house for just the two of us, yea we thought we needed the room. But with him gone half the month and it all to myself I'm starting to think its to big. Of course it wont be in a few years when hopefully we have a couple of kids, but only God knows when that will happen.
My mother seemed to think that spreading her children out every twelves years was a splendid idea. Not really shes swears that it was not planned that way but yet here I am fixing to turn twenty-two and home schooling my fixing to be ten year old little sister. But its all good, I didn't get the chance to learn what it was like to grow up with a brother or sister at the same time, because I not only have a little half sister twelves years younger I also have a half brother twelve years older. That is just my moms kids, yea my life is pretty complicated. I have two half sisters that are like fourteen years older then me also.
Well I'm sure that is enough blabbing about me and my boring life. I fair warned you in the beginning that cold medicine and typing a blog was probably not going to go hand n hand but whatever. :)
Thanks for reading.
<3BK