I'm not very good at this...

So, I realized that I pretty much suck at this Blogging thing. Yup I should of never made a page. Lol. But since I already did, I guess I will type something.
I am in the middle of my first semester back at college. Everything is going great, so far. My classes are easy but can be challenging at times. A good balance all in all. If I am not held up on a Friday night doing Algebra, I am writing yet another essay! As much as I love to write, writing about something you do not like is still hard.
Speaking of writing, my story is coming along very nice if I say so myself. I am currently at around forty-six thousand words but there is still a few twist coming. It is taking way longer than I expected it to take to type it all. Mainly because I do not force it. If I sit down and nothing comes out, then I don't make it. I like to type when the characters want to come through, even if that is 3am. Which happens a lot!
I did not start typing this story to make a book or to publish it. Neither were any intentions of mine, but with a little encouragement from my husband he has the idea swirling around in my head. Which in turn has made me go back and adding stuff here and editing this.
There has been plenty of halts in my writing, simply because I did not like where it was going, or something just wasn't right. So, I would always stop, put the computer away, take a step back and come back later with a fresh mind.
My husband has been one amazing person throughout my journey of writing this story. We go on random all hour of the night drives. Normally just driving back roads. He is always quiet, leaving me to talk his ear off. I eventually got brave enough to tell it all to him. I am glad I did because now I can ask what do you think of this or yay I wrote three thousand words today! Just having someone to talk to about it is great. Otherwise I think my head would explode with all my ideas.
I am hoping to get plenty of writing time in this next weekend. We are going to a secluded cabin by a lake a couple hours away from where we live. Relaxation! I am going to take the serene to my advantage. Just me and my characters!
Even though my blog is not that big of a success I still think I owe y'all a little peak of one of my passions, one of the reasons I made this blog! Ready?


UNEDITED (STORY)

 

He pulls back both of us breathing hard, “We better stop.”

Between breaths I say, “Don’t stop.”

He blows a deep breath out and leans his forehead onto mine, “As bad as I want to, I want you to be ready.”

            I believe I would know when I am ready. “I am. I want this…with you.”

           “I know, I just think it is too soon baby.” He states as he runs his hand down the side of my face.

             I am full on pouting now. Which makes him laugh, “But that doesn’t mean we can’t do...other things…” he trails off as he starts kissing me making his way down my neck, to my chest...
 

It's Been A While...

So...I feel Pretty horrible, not only because I haven't been on here in a long time but because I really do feel horrible. I've been sick for over a week now and with other stuff going on my life has been quite a riot. Also don't hold me against anything I might say in this post as I am pretty doped up on come cold medicine!
With that being said I guess I could start typing, but hmm what shall I type about this time?  The only thing I have been doing a lot of while the holidays and me being sick has been going on is reading. While my amazing husband is gone for seven days across the state to work I usually spend my time reading, taking care of our two dogs (Bear&Oscar), clean our to big of a house for two people, and home school my sister.
I don't believe that I read one whole book through out my high school and I might have read one whole book in junior high. If you were to of asked me then I thought there was more important things to do then to read, but now you couldn't take my books away if you tried. They help me escape reality for a little while anyways. I am a sucker for a good story and a story with a hot tattooed bad ass makes it even more irresistible. Of course it started with me reading Twilight, yea yea I know what you are thinking to cliche. Well I'm fixing to make it worse, then I read Fifty Shades of Grey. Yup I told you! But I totally feel in love with both series and I have them to thank for all the awesome books I have read since. Now I feel as if I can't go a week hell not even two days without reading a book.
Last year I read from June to December a little over sixty books, so I decided to set myself a goal for 2013. I thought doubling the amount would be fair giving I have the whole year to do it. So it thirteen days into the new year and I am two books ahead of schedule. I am starting to believe I don't have a life. I have so many books on my to read list that I am having trouble picking my next book right now.LOL. I love almost every romance novel there is, but I am a little picky. I enjoy reading everything from YA to Erotic novels and series. Pretty wide variety there I know but make it contemporary and I'll probably still fall in love with it. 
Even though I would like to say that reading is all I did this past month sadly it isn't. As I mentioned before we have two dogs. Okay let me rephrase that, I have a Chocolate Lab named Bear and my husband has a Miniature Schnauzer  named Oscar. My husbands dog totally despises me I swear, he likes to make my life a living hell. But while my husband is gone to work they are both my responsibility so.
They do help make this house that we bought feel more like home though. We bought our house in July of 2011. A three bedroom two bath house for just the two of us, yea we thought we needed the room. But with him gone half the month and it all to myself I'm starting to think its to big. Of course it wont be in a few years when hopefully we have a couple of kids, but only God knows when that will happen.
My mother seemed to think that spreading her children out every twelves years was a splendid idea. Not really shes swears that it was not planned that way but yet here I am fixing to turn twenty-two and home schooling my fixing to be ten year old little sister. But its all good, I didn't get the chance to learn what it was like to grow up with a brother or sister at the same time, because I not only have a little half sister twelves years younger I also have a half brother twelve years older. That is just my moms kids, yea my life is pretty complicated. I have two half sisters that are like fourteen years older then me also.
Well I'm sure that is enough blabbing about me and my boring life. I fair warned you in the beginning that cold medicine and typing a blog was probably not going to go hand n hand but whatever. :)
Thanks for reading.
<3BK

Passion number one...

Well since I named my blog "My Passions In Life" I figured that I might as well start it off right and talk about my number one passion right now, writing.

 It all started off I was pretty much driving my husband crazy with all these different scenarios that was running through my head. So I felt sorry for him and told him I would stop torturing him. I  started writing/typing and it just started pouring out of me. It just started off  my thoughts of city life compared to country life. Where I would of been in life if I would have made slightly different decisions. Or maybe if this did or didn't happen to me over the years. It eventually turned into third person and then she came alive in my head.

The story about a girl with a troubled past trying to get away only to run into more trouble.( I really do not want to tell what exactly my story is about at this point so) but I have typed over 14,000 words as of right now. But who knows what will happen later...

I did not make this story up, it just came to me. I love reading. A day to myself and a good book is like heaven to me. But when she starting forming in my head I couldn't just ignore it. Then the more she made her self known the more he started to come into my head. Right now I cannot tell you where it will go or if I will finish it. All I do know is that I type when it comes to me and what is meant to happen will. We shall see...

I didn't realize that this would be a short post until I figured out that I'm not so comfortable sharing my story with others right now so therefor there isn't much to talk about when it comes to my writing besides that it is new to me and I am truly enjoying it.

Thank you so much for reading. If there is anything that you would like to read about let me know. The things I have considered posting on here is:

1)The different music I listen to  and how it makes me feel

2)My journey that has brought me to where I am today (Pieces anyways...)

3)Photography; where I would like to go with it and what I have accomplished so far

4)I thought about doing reviews on some of my favorite or maybe not so favorite books 

5)Or just randomly whatever is going through my head at the time

B.Knight

A Little OR Maybe A Lot About ME...

So, since I'm a new "blogger" and all I thought that I would start it out all about me! Sounds awesome right? Well I've not had an interesting life to say the least, not perfect by any means either. I learned a lot to soon and grew up too quick. But I also believe that your past makes you who you are today!
If it wasn't for my past I wouldn't be married to who I am today and be who I am. Therefor I would of never met the awesome people that I have in my life. That would of been a tragedy  because I wouldn't trade them annoying suckers for nothing! 
I also don't think I would of had the same interest now if somethings would of never happened.  Which means I probably  wouldn't be sitting here typing this silly blog for whoever to read! Also means that I believe that I wouldn't have these little stories in my mind keeping me up at night, begging me to be written down in case I forget them one day. You never know what may become of something so little.
That bring me to one of my passions (My Writing) that I am VERY quiet about. only two people know that I write these little short stories down. Although these special people are very encouraging I still have my doubts about it going anywhere. And no one has yet to read them! I do need them out of my head! Haha Maybe , just maybe I might post something on here one time...
Passion number two caught my eye quiet a while ago but never had the guts I guess you could say to act on it. I believe that you have to have an eye for photography. Some people cant see things the way I do. Then again everyone sees everything different and that is what makes this crazy world beautiful.
Oh My! I cant forget about my music.My very eclectic taste in music that is. I'm sure that has to do with my split personalities! Ah it's something I don't think I could survive without. It always bring me back down to planet earth or maybe lets me go far away from reality (in my head anyway!)  Music is my crutch for everything in life. Having a hard day or maybe some inspiration? It is always there and never judges.
Oh I can't forget about my husband! We married very young, seventeen and nineteen to be exact. And don't waste you time on the comments, I'm sure i have already heard them before. He is my rock that holds me together and is always there for me. He is always on board with any crazy ideas that I might have at the time. Sometimes I think that isn't such a good idea either. But we do have fun!
Well on that note I think I will put an end to this not so exciting blog post! Thank you for reading(if anyone even does!) And Help me out on what I should write/type about on here!!
B.Knight